Im not in such a good mood today, nor have been since saturday. for numerous different reasons.Maybe it would help ya hun...
Ive been haunted by nightmares everynight so i almost wake up more tired then i was before i went to sleep. im seriously contemplating going back to my therapist.
:( Im sorry hun... I dont really know what to say about that.... but I imagine if my grandmother treated me that way.. I wouldnt be too sympathetic either.
my gramma is in the hospital cause he calcium & some other stuff is low & they told her she could have a stroke any minute or something like that & i almost have no sympathy for her, i know tht sounds bad but, 1. she lies to the doctor, 2. she doesnt eat cause she's obsessed with weight, 3. all she does is drink she wont take her meds she needs cause it means she'd have to quit drinking, 4. she's a bitch to me & my mom, when we're in the hospital she doesnt give us any sympathy just bitches & spreads lies about us & talks bad about us. so how can i have any sympathy for that?
Girl... (((hugs))) Keep your chin up, and get back to therapy. I know all to well the feelings you are having....because well I have alot of them too. Most of you wouldnt know it though.... because I generally "put on my happy face" which is pretty much as you say covering everything up and seeming normal. I have had depression issues, since I was 12 yrs old.... I know for a fact that letting those feelings out... by talking.. or even with music.. Helps! Anyways... I just want ya to know Im here hun... n u r not alone. If you need to chat or anything yell!
so im kinda just burned out in life, my parents hate each other, my family is dysfunctional, etc. & to top it off i have my own health problems now & im a teen struggling to cope with it all & im just getting burned out on doing the same old song & dance to try to cover everything up & seem a normal as possible.
Ok.... Im off to get myself something to eat! Im Starvin Marvin!
People like that are soooooo ignorant. But, you were in the
"right" by telling him nicely. 
I hope the rest of your day
runs smoothly.
Or zoo, sort of speak. 
Iam sooo glad it's Friday! Iam off the entire weekend!! Yipeee!! 
Now, it's time for
a dance. 
Be cool. 
I called the people who
were hiring for unarmed security work, and they said that they have reached their quota. They hired 10 people for that job!!!! 
It's f*cking hard as hell getting a
good job now a days!! 
It's funny because, i didn't realize how many times i used the word "F*cking". 
haven't seen that much f*ckin going on since the turn of the century
I saw the pic
the coffee pic above this morning, and thought of myself, and how sometimes Im running around in the mornings like a chicken with my head cut off, in a hurry
to get to work....and do really stupid shit! 
I still think it
was bait!!
GRRRR!
